Crush

Ahem ahem so i have a crush on someone. It is so nice to have this tickling feeling. Butterflies in the pit of my stomach *blushing*...waiting for his messages..thinking about him most of the time knowing that nothing is going to happen between us still first time in life m enjoying something so uncertain. 

I have changed a lot...I used to be so certain about things before beginning anything whether it would be a relationship or a career or anything for that matter so that i wont hurt myself in future. 

  But now here i am knowing that nothing is going to happen still allowing myself to blush, to think about him,.let the feelings captures my mind and heart. 

After all what i have learnt in life is you can't plan everything especially relationships are not meant to be planned. They just happen and one should not crush the possibility of having a miracle may be in future someday. 

I am so happy today..reason not only my crush but also the new dress which i wore yesterday in office party and got so many compliments *giggling*

Sometimes it feels good to be happy for small things whether its a crush or a new dress. What matters is To Smile :)

#Happyme

I wrote something in my message box as a draft while i was missing my crush ;) 

I want to say a lot
But would you like to listen
I doubt..
You seems so perfect to me
I wonder whether it is crush or attraction
My heart is beating at a faster pace
Moments spent with you has spell a magic
You think I was getting bored with you..
Actually i was holding myself not to fall in love with you.
I am feeling so dumb
It's a mixed feeling that I can't even express
I am missing you who can make me feel so good
But I can't say anything bcz it may be an attraction...