It is not like I want him back in my life. I am happy that he is happy with someone else.
But still somewhere in my mind i miss him. I don't know the reason. Six months has passed and we never exchanged a word but still this feeling when i was with him is so fresh. Love is complicated at every stage. Before falling in love, being in love and even after that.
Here i want to scribble all my feelings and get all that out of my system. Writing is the only way to say all these things which i cant express with anyone. I have to be strong outside, have to smile and pretend that i have moved on very easily...i did accept the fact that he is not mine anymore because i sensed it that day of our break up but his memories are still so fresh. Although i ignore them most of the times but sitting in a new city, feeling alone..i couldn't ignore it.
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