Being a writer

People say that when a person is sad, he tends to be a writer/ poet. This is so true in my case. 

I am not saying that i am an awesome writer but still sadness and loneliness makes me write a hell lot of emotions that i am going through in a perfect way. Writing is the therapy for me and i need it very much that is why i am here once again.

Feelings unsaid

It is not like I want him back in my life. I am happy that he is happy with someone else.
But still somewhere in my mind i miss him. I don't know the reason. Six months has passed and we never exchanged a word but still this feeling when i was with him is so fresh. Love is complicated at every stage. Before falling in love, being in love and even after that. 

Here i want to scribble all my feelings and get all that out of my system. Writing is the only way to say all these things which i cant express with anyone. I have to be strong outside, have to smile and pretend that i have moved on very easily...i did accept the fact that he is not mine anymore because i sensed it that day of our break up but his memories are still so fresh. Although i ignore them most of the times but sitting in a new city, feeling alone..i couldn't ignore it. 

Do you know?

When i clicked in his profile on fb. It says "Do you know P? "

My mind replied "Yup I knew him but not anymore !!"